It's always difficult to say goodbye to someone who has come to visit me here. I liken it to sending a baby off in a small skiff to face the raging seas. Anna did well here and is now at her mother's home in LA awaiting departure for Chiang Mai and the orphanage she is to work at. She continues to gain weight as she realizes that she will not be able to leave the country until her weight is approved by her physician. She continues to review her copy of PREHAB which is helping to keep her here and now, forward thinking, and headed toward her dream. Her mood seems good and I have had no indications from either mother or daughter that anything is remiss. I find myself fighting negative energy, however, fending off the feeling that thin ice may soon crack. I am hopeful that things continue to go smoothly in LA and that Anna gets some quality time with her family.
I could have used another couple of weeks with Anna. I wanted her weight to be at least 97 before she left me and we were well on our way there when the boy thing happened and we did a little backsliding. I wasn't able to work my usual system with Anna since she really was too weak when she got here to avail herself of it. I wanted a chance to get her physical being tuned up and running well so that her mind might clear a bit more and she might be a little more solid when she arrived in Chiang Mai. With that said, I am certain the folks running the orphange will do as much for Anna's physical well being as for her mental and spiritual health. Anna must just maintain her focus and she'll soon realize her dream. From there, who knows what shape her world will take, but after a few months caring for others maybe Anna will finally find some personal solace. I have reiterated that she is welcome here anytime.
I haven't heard from London again, so I do not think the RockStar will be coming anytime soon. This is just as well as I'd like a bit of a break between gigs like this. It's pretty intense work and I like to just chill a bit between these intense scenes. The weather is changing quickly here and the snows are melting. I am looking forward to a beautiful spring here in the Sierra. Who knows what awaits me behind the next bend.

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